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...you kill me..u know you do..u kill me well....
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im making my lj friends only.
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| meet...the incredibles |
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Ladies and gentlemen...meet the incredibles!
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hey i got really bored so i did these:
OMG MY DREAM CAME TRU...I FINALLY FOUND OUT HOW BIG MY PENIS WAS!!!
k im out...ill update later with the pics from saturday and sunday!!!
i tried fixing these but it took too long...just hignlight them so u can see the words.
or go to "is that what u call a getaway?"
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[14 Nov 2004|09:25pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBERT!!!!!
yea so im here. chilln. i didnt do much today, went to church and saw albert!! gave him his present and what not. it was swell.
sunday is so bland! wow.
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life is gay.-.me and pj broke up.-.erika and rebecca were pissed...i hate pranks that go wrong.-. ......... so this week was gay. i hope next week is better.
i hung out with the basketball girls today. i apologized to both erika and rebecca so its all good. i think erika is still pissed at me tho. so i dunno. anywho. i hung out with them, had good laughs. i realized:im so weird. ill pretty much do anything that someone will throw at me. i love dares. BRING IT!
with some chikas<--im glad pj is taking out break up so well. w.e.
ok well i really cant remember anything else. later.
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[06 Nov 2004|05:38pm] |
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yea today was cool. i went to rebecca's with melanie, natasha, jorgi, bernard, and 3 of rebeccas friends. its was so much fun. when rebecca went to pic up her friend, me and melanie scanned my ass and put it up on her desktop. it was sooo funny. but things didnt really work out the way i planned and yea. lol. anyways so we did that then i came home and here i am. tomorrow i go to some play over at CM and be an usher. lol. its gay.
ive been feeling weird about something lately and i dunno what to do. i hate that feeling.
halloween was ghetto. i went to melanies and we hung out with kyle and andy. it was good to see the both of them again. fun fun stuff. me and melanie were thugs it was pretty kik ass. lol thats all that i can remember from this week so far. ill update if i think of anything. later.
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| HALLOWEEN! |
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
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deathwentbowling: be a father to him my ass
deathwentbowling: but i have a new strategy
deathwentbowling: for the cops
deathwentbowling: have me be the little kid
deathwentbowling: so when he comes to me
deathwentbowling: ill kick him my hardest in the nuts, and then maybe they wont work anymore, so hopefully he wont get horny anymore, so this will never happen again
genius...right thurr.
anyway..did everyone hear about his bill kamal perve. if u havent, check it out: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6330871/ .
I SAW PAUL JACK PAVLOFF ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!! MWAHHAHA.i was sooo happy! i went with melanie, stephanie (her sister) and jessica (friend of theirs)... and we met up with jenny katie joey and PJ! the only thing that sucked was that i didnt get to spend anytime with jenny or katie. so soon im going to whatever mall and meeting up with EVERYONE. ok? ok! so we went to the movies. saw the grudge. and i actually saw it. well most of it. im sorry PJ, but the movie was scaring the hell outta me and i wanted to see what was gonna happen next.
after the movie i went and slept over pitbull's house and we had sooo much fun. that girl kiks major ass. im starting a gang with her. its gonna be PIMP. lol. OO talking about pimp. pj gave me a GUNIT necklace. spinning too. i was like OMG. i wore it to school and got alot of compliments and i got laughed at. bt i love it. i love PJ. lol anyways...so i went to pit's and yea. the next day went by fast. i got in a huge argument with mom. something's wrong. shes like having a break down or somethin cause shes like crying alot and is really stressed. i feel bad. so im trying hard not to piss her off. im doing good cause she was all happy today one reason being i got 1st honors, which was tight. then i spent the whole night till next morning doing hitlers i mean campbell's power point project. how gay can u get? honestly.
i have a BIG crisis. and i dunno what to do.
wel if off. nite.
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i love my life...its going great. i love school (for once) and i have an amazing guy in my life. i couldnt ask for me.
the best feeling: laughter. and i just realized it today too. I mean, i love making people laugh. it makes me feel soo much better about myself, just to kno that something i say or do, is making someone laugh, possibly cheering them up. i love it. and i love the fact that the varsity ball team wants me to go with them to the naples trip. that makes me feel so fuking...cool. i HATED chaminade that first week but its gotten soo much better, its unbelieveable. i love it. i love every class (except bio.) its just awesome. and ive learned something that is crucial to someone: appreciation. u cant get anywhere without it. i appreciate my old and new friends, i appreciate the oppurtunity i have to attend such a great school, i appreciate the people around me (family, friends, etc.) and i appreciate the gift God has granted me with...humor. and its the things i appreciate that make me what i am, and help me to develop the person i am to become. i just worry sometimes, that i go to far and my jokes just become something no one wants to hear. i dunno what it is, but i HATE the feeling of someone i kno and like/love being upset at me. it kills me and i want to do anything and everything to make that feeling go away. its hard. its life. i also worry about the "there's a time to be serious and a time to joke around part" speech i get from my parents. i have gotten better at it. i am serious when its time. but sometimes it slips and it sucks. its a terrible feeling of regret that i get when that happens BUT i do learn from my mistakes. and everyone: SABRINA AMBRA CAN BE SERIOUS AND SHE IS TRUSTWORTHY. i guess my outgoing/loud quality i have gives off a "cant trust her" vibe. but once u get to kno me...u kno that i dont tell shit. and u can ask every single one of my friends. and i do have a serious side to me.
ok well my whole inspiration to write this is gone thanks to good ol' mom yelling at me.
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http://tinypic.com/d8zs9 <--my new family
hello hello! i got back from the keys today! it was sooooo much fun! i went there with my best friend allison, i love u girlie! its so funny how me and her are in highschool and we act like we are in 3rd. same thing with jessie. but i love them both. hehe.
and next weekend.. i am DEF. seein PJ. i am talking to him right now woot woot woot. hes soo nice to me. i love him! so imma be going down there...so if anyone wanna do something..go there with me.
damn. thats all that i think about...him.
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get this: like 2 days ago i was at home updating this and then when i was finished my internet disconnects!!! and it hasnt been on since. how gay!
isnt my new background pimp. yes it is...my baby PJ. lol. its pretty pimp.
last night was a school dance and it was sooo much fun! power 96 DJed but the guy sucked so bad. and he was an ass. i wanted to kik him. but other than that it was fun. the dancing was insane lol. ive never seen something like that. but it was soo much fun. it was soo funny tho, my friend johnny was drunk as hell and it was just fun watching him fuk up lol. hes pretty cool tho. very nice. lol.
i miss PJ. i cant stand not seeing him. :-(
 hehe lance, pj, and pablito
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yea this weekend was stupid.
friday: i was gonan go out with PJ but plans messed up and mom didnt allow me to go. so that was stupid.
saturday: my sisters had a bday party so i got to hang out with 30 ten and eleven year olds! yes! ...all there friends are so gay...i guess now its the "rocker/skater phase" cause every single one of them came dressed in some article of vans, billbong, emerica clothing. and the funniest part of it was that i put on some taking back sunday and MCR and they all stare at me. but then (just to test them) i put on GC and BOOM! they all are rocking out cause GOOD CHARLOTTE IS ROCK! OMG! THEY ARE SO COOL! ehh ===GAY! then after the party i gotta go with jessies mom to pick her up from homecoming. it was soo much funo! i miss her.
sunday (today): spen the whole day with jessie. we made some stupid ass videos on her camera that are funny as hell! and i just laughed my ass off wih her. shes so fuking awesome.
tomorrow is back to school. which is fine with me. i like CM alot now so its all good.
well im out cause i gotta go to bed. yea....
TUPAC LIVES!
me and jessie
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no one fuking comments on this. theres no point to it. i dun even kno if anyone actually reads it. its fruity.
i miss PJ. so much.
today i went to school and it was alright. same old same old. im really starting to like it alot. the bball girls (varsity ((i hate JV)) are super nice and funny. i hope i can like push myself hard enough so that i can MAYBE be put in varsity. then after school i chilled and then later on went to good ol' st. rose for some babysittn shit. i saw jed and sarah who i havent seen in a really really long time. so that was fun. i brought D to the AVID along too. all is swell.
im nervous bout the election. and i hope FL doesnt fuk up again. lol.
does anyone know if that "kids who are born after 1990 cant drive till 18" law is tru? i hurd it was, then it wasnt, then it was but it only applied to kids born sept. 1990 and after. sooo someone find out! please!
iight peace
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[30 Sep 2004|08:23pm] |
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ehh here. havent updated in a while. im so bored lol. im trying to figure out the address for my old old journal. i wanna read it but its so fuking hard ot find! i hope i can.
today was cool. nothing to big happened. i had like an actual conversation with scooter today. it was cool. i felt so damn special lol. ehh ill never find it lol.
hey ill update later. bye
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[25 Sep 2004|05:45pm] |
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im so bored and hungry. i have to sit in this damn house the whole day and tomorrow cause of ANOTHER fuking hurricane!
i miss the jetsons. that was a good show. i was talking to zach the other day about how all these good shows have been replaced by STUPID shows. i mean what happened to doug, rocko's modern life, ren and stimpy, pete and pete...and so many more. now replaced by crappy shows. i dont even want to name them.
anyways...i really cant think of anything to type here. i just felt like updating for the hell of it. ill update when something exciting happens. peace
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[24 Sep 2004|11:23pm] |
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o AND IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE WHOS SELLING A GO PED FOR A RESONABLE PRICE, PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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